Waiting, waiting, waiting. Praying, praying, praying. This is the pattern of my days this past week. I posted on Facebook that I am over this week, and I truly am. I want the weekend, to see my friends, and perhaps distract myself from the waiting.
It's so easy to ask God's will, then pray for God's will, but I find waiting for it the hardest. I serve an all-powerful, all-present, all-knowing God, and yet I try to do his job daily.
God...are you laughing with me again? Because I finished that last paragraph and it started pouring down raining (if you don't get it read my post titled Rain).
I said it once before, I'll say it again. I'm tired of the uncertainty, the feeling of floating through life with nothing to anchor to. I don't mean this spiritually, but really just work related. I'm ready to feel permanent. Even with a "full-time" position I do not feel permanently rooted in this job. It's very unsettling.
I feel like everything and everyone I know is moving forward but I am still sitting in Neutral, right where I started...anyone want to give me a jump?
I've found that when I THINK I'm sitting in neutral is the time life is happening.
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