Lately. Boy have I been learning alot lately. And really it's all been about myself and those around me. That's all I'll say for now, but I needed the little reminder on here.
I'm still waiting on the BIG project/news I'm waiting for. I would say I'm tired of waiting, but I'm not. I'm learning, growing, and appreciative of it all.
Next up for all you other newly minted adults...finances! Aren't you excited? You should be, I'm taking the Dave Ramsey course, and I would like to share...
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Life moves on?
Waiting, waiting, waiting. Praying, praying, praying. This is the pattern of my days this past week. I posted on Facebook that I am over this week, and I truly am. I want the weekend, to see my friends, and perhaps distract myself from the waiting.
It's so easy to ask God's will, then pray for God's will, but I find waiting for it the hardest. I serve an all-powerful, all-present, all-knowing God, and yet I try to do his job daily.
God...are you laughing with me again? Because I finished that last paragraph and it started pouring down raining (if you don't get it read my post titled Rain).
I said it once before, I'll say it again. I'm tired of the uncertainty, the feeling of floating through life with nothing to anchor to. I don't mean this spiritually, but really just work related. I'm ready to feel permanent. Even with a "full-time" position I do not feel permanently rooted in this job. It's very unsettling.
I feel like everything and everyone I know is moving forward but I am still sitting in Neutral, right where I started...anyone want to give me a jump?
It's so easy to ask God's will, then pray for God's will, but I find waiting for it the hardest. I serve an all-powerful, all-present, all-knowing God, and yet I try to do his job daily.
God...are you laughing with me again? Because I finished that last paragraph and it started pouring down raining (if you don't get it read my post titled Rain).
I said it once before, I'll say it again. I'm tired of the uncertainty, the feeling of floating through life with nothing to anchor to. I don't mean this spiritually, but really just work related. I'm ready to feel permanent. Even with a "full-time" position I do not feel permanently rooted in this job. It's very unsettling.
I feel like everything and everyone I know is moving forward but I am still sitting in Neutral, right where I started...anyone want to give me a jump?
Sunday, August 1, 2010
God really enjoys a good laugh...
So, after my last post I literally proof read it, post it, and the phone rings. And it was a semi-answer/sorta confirmation of the situation I have been agonizing/praying over. W-O-W. God, you HAD to have giggled a little at the timing of it all! I mean, I finally come to grips with my circumstances then BAM! You basically hit me with your best shot! Thanks!
Anywho...I am not ready to share about said semi-answer yet because it is still a semi-answer. For now I am giving it to God whenever it comes to mind...which is often.
I have recently (as in 3 days ago) acquired a more permanent roommate (as in this one is not leaving for college and will be paying half of the rent!). This is a really great thing for me and her, and I am so grateful she agreed to move in with me!
At church we're currently doing a series on "Ordinary Jesus." How can we reflect Jesus in our daily lives? It's been really great. I've truly enjoyed the last 2 Sundays and have even cried some in both services for various reasons. I am sincerely enjoying this time of renewal and prayer in my life and trying to seek his guidance for everything. Because believe me, I know, I've been there, I am there...and being a twentysomething newly minted adult without him, just doesn't make sense.
Anywho...I am not ready to share about said semi-answer yet because it is still a semi-answer. For now I am giving it to God whenever it comes to mind...which is often.
I have recently (as in 3 days ago) acquired a more permanent roommate (as in this one is not leaving for college and will be paying half of the rent!). This is a really great thing for me and her, and I am so grateful she agreed to move in with me!
At church we're currently doing a series on "Ordinary Jesus." How can we reflect Jesus in our daily lives? It's been really great. I've truly enjoyed the last 2 Sundays and have even cried some in both services for various reasons. I am sincerely enjoying this time of renewal and prayer in my life and trying to seek his guidance for everything. Because believe me, I know, I've been there, I am there...and being a twentysomething newly minted adult without him, just doesn't make sense.
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